Me! Me! Me! Which Inner Self is Running Your Life? by Astra Niedra

Me! Me! Me! Which Inner Self is Running Your Life? by Astra Niedra Smashwords Edition Copyright 2012 Astra Niedra Smashwords Edition, License Notes Please enjoy this free ebook, and feel welcome to share it with your friends. This ebook may be reproduced, copied and distributed for non-commercial purposes, provided it remains in its complete original form and includes the author`s name and contact details at the end. If you enjoyed this book, please return to Smashwords.com to discover other works by this author. Me! Me! Me! Which Inner Self is Running Your Life? by Astra Niedra Would you like to understand yourself better, including why you make the decisions you do and have the feelings you have? Are you conflicted about some aspects of your life? Would you like to have greater choice in how you behave and feel, and be able to make better decisions? You`ll find some answers in the article below, which introduces leading-edge developments in psychology and consciousness studies which reveal that there is far more to the human psyche and personal identity than you might have presumed. Imagine this scene: You are out shopping one day and you notice an amazing dress (or other outfit) in a window display. You are really drawn to the dress so you step inside the store and the sales assistant suggests you try it on. The dress fits perfectly and the sales assistant says it looks amazing on you, and you start to feel that you just have to have it. The price of the dress is almost one month`s rent but you know you can put it on your credit card — so, making thousands of justifications about doing that, you do. When you arrive home you are still excited about the dress and you go to sleep feeling somehow revitalized. The next morning you feel slightly uneasy. It`s Monday, so you get ready for work and as you take your work clothes from the wardrobe you see the dress. You take it out and hold it up against you, examining yourself in the mirror. The feeling you have is "Oh dear, what have I done?" Now the dress looks ridiculous. It is definitely not suitable for work and you would never wear it out. It`s just not you — you don`t even have shoes that go with it. Then you remember the price. Ouch! Most of us have had this type of experience, where we buy something on a whim, and later we either beat ourselves up about it or just try to forget it, occasionally taking the item out of the wardrobe but always putting it back in favour of something else. We put this down to being `one of those bad decisions` or an impulse buy we had not thought through. But leading-edge psychological research shows that the reason for inner conflict and situations like the above shopping example is that our sense of identity is not quite as simple as we have assumed. When you say `I` or `me` you are in fact referring to a different part of your personality at different times. Each of us has a number of sub-personalities or selves, which are discrete units that together make up our whole personality. Different selves assume our identity throughout the day, each one taking care of particular aspects of our lives. For example, when you are at work your organised and efficient self might be dominant; when you are having a coffee or drink with friends a more carefree and/or social self might emerge; when you pick up your children from school a nurturing parental self might emerge; when you are on holidays your lazy self has its turn; and when you are with your partner you probably access your sensual and sexual selves. Some of us operate from only one or two selves all the time — where you might find, for example, that you are always organised and efficient and planning for the future, even when you are trying to relax on holidays, and you find that you can never really rest and stay in the present. Or you might always operate from a caretaking self who feels it has to look after others and you find it impossible to ensure your own needs and desires are taken care of. Others flip from self to self, one minute wanting to go in one direction and the next minute feeling certain of an different option. We all have our `favourite` selves, which are those parts of ourselves we use most of the time and by which other people recognise us. These are called our primary selves. But we also have other parts of our personality which we hide or suppress. These are our disowned selves, often referred to as our `shadow`. All the selves within us have their own feelings, thoughts, opinions and needs — and they do not always agree. That is why you might feel conflicted about your job, for instance. The part of you who likes order and predictability probably loves it that you work nine-to-five and do the same thing every day, for the same organisation and with the same people. This feels safe and comfortable for that part of you. In contrast, the part of you who craves adventure, excitement and change feels frustrated in that same job. The experience you get from this is that most of the time you might be content in your job (if your order-loving self is your primary, dominant self) but at other times you feel you hate it and you fantasize about a more adventurous lifestyle — it depends on which self`s thoughts and feelings are dominant in you at the time. This way of thinking about the personality was developed in the early 1970s by two psychologists from the United States, Drs Hal and Sidra Stone, and their work has been evolving ever since. It has also influenced the development of many other schools of thought and other personal growth teachers. Their theory is called the Psychology of Selves and is also known as Voice Dialogue, which is the technique they developed to dialogue with selves, enabling you to become aware of who in you is calling the shots, and what the opposites might be. Voice Dialogue is a simple process, which you can learn to do with a partner or friend, where one person interviews the selves in another person with the aim of simply discovering and validating who they are, without trying to change them in any way. When you decide to speak with, for example, your adventurous self, you move to one side of your `centre`, which is the place you start the process from and is where you return at the end, and then the adventurous self is able to communicate its thoughts and feelings without other parts of your psyche getting in the way. The person interviewing the self stays in the same place for the duration of the dialogue and asks the adventurous self about how it feels, what it likes to do, whether it gets expression in the person`s life, and so on. When the conversation is over, the person who has just been expressing their adventurous self moves back to their original place. In this place you would feel different from when you first sat down to do the process. You would have a sense of having more `breathing space`, greater awareness and clarity, and the ability to tap into an opposite self, such as a self who likes predictability and doesn`t like trying new things, and doesn`t at all agree with the adventurous self. When you listen to and experience both selves and come back to the centre, you now have a new space in your consciousness from where you can take into consideration both perspectives. The Stones` call this space the Aware Ego. An Aware Ego emerges when a person is able to unhook from the parts of themselves that they previously identified with as themselves. It is having an awareness of your selves as distinct from you but still a vital part of who you are. An Aware Ego is not about being in a state of awareness or with being `the witness` as is the aim with meditation, nor is it about `letting go` of the ego (which is really your primary self); but it is about embracing the totality of who you are. By unhooking from your dominant self who has specific rules and ideas about how you ought to be in the world and who has been running your life, you are now able to listen to and accept opposites and open up a whole new set of possibilities for yourself. For a practical example of how this might work for you, think back to the example of shopping for clothes. Can you see how the different parts of you might like different clothes? Often when you do something that is either exciting or relaxing (or even frightening), such as shopping, you let go a little of the part of your personality who is usually in charge — your primary self. This leaves an opening for other parts of you to emerge, in the example I`ve given, a part who likes extravagant and flamboyant clothes. (When people drink or take drugs the primary self also loses its hold and so they are able to access selves they can`t normally access when they are sober, which is why someone who can`t relax will have a drink and then a self who can relax comes out, or why someone who is shy will have a drink and let out their more confident and outgoing self, or why someone very proper will behave outrageously after a few drinks.) So if you usually buy clothes you can wear to work — which for many people who work in a corporate environment, for example, means fairly low-key and conservative items that are easy to mix and match, when this other part of you emerges and sees something it likes and want to have, you feel that you absolutely love this item and have to have it. However, such feelings are those of the extravagant self or some other opposite in you. The next day when you are getting dressed for work, your primary self would be the one getting dressed, because your primary self is who you are most of the time. That part of you sees what you have bought and says `I can`t wear this!` When you start to become aware of your different selves and can experience their different perspectives, you can make more balanced decisions, taking into account the wishes of the selves involved. So when you are shopping you would feel the excitement of your extravagant self when it sees something it wants to buy, but at the same time you would feel your more conservative self tell you that you need something to wear to work. It then becomes your responsibility to make the decision — what you decide will take into consideration the views of both conflicting selves, but there is no right or wrong decision. You might decide to buy one outfit for each part or buy only the extravagant clothes while being aware that you are disappointing the more conservative part of yourself, or vice versa. Making decisions with the awareness of opposite perspectives instead of blindly going along with the wishes of one side of you stops any self-criticism later from the part of you who missed out on what it wanted. You now have a real choice rather than having just one part of you making your decisions at any given time. Examples of selves There are many selves in each of us, even though we usually identify with only a few. There are responsible selves and irresponsible selves, adult selves and child selves, rational selves and creative selves, spiritual selves and instinctual selves. Following is a list and brief description of some selves you might be familiar with, either in yourself or in others. I`ve grouped them in pairs of opposites. This is by no means an exhaustive list or even necessarily how you might name each self, but it gives you an idea of the different types of selves in each of us. You might like to consider which of these selves you identify with the most, and which ones you might have disowned or are simply not conscious of. Rule Maker Someone identified with rules will follow the rules of their family and social group. They will choose a lifestyle that fits in with family and cultural expectations and they will do well in that field. Identifying with this sub-personality leads to acceptance by your family and the wider community to which you belong. Rebel The rebel breaks the rules! This personality does the opposite of what is expected by their family and culture. Rebels find their own way of doing things and often rock the boat. The rebel likes to think of itself as having no rules but it does have one golden rule which is to break all the rules. Cautious Observer ... - tailieumienphi.vn